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(2 deaths | kill me now)

[20 Feb 2005|01:43am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

maaaaaaax power!! He's the man, whose name you'd love to touch...but you musn't toouuuuchhhhhh!!

World of Warcraft is my new favorite computer game ever!! I'm a druid night elf!

thats pretty much all I have to write about.

(14 deaths | kill me now)

I want to do this too! [17 Feb 2005|03:52pm]
[ mood | content ]

******If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.
Then post this in your journal. See what people remember about you...********

(7 deaths | kill me now)

[17 Feb 2005|02:10pm]
I took some pictures of the forest behind my house today.

Read more... )
I felt like going for a walk this morning. It was sunny and nice out. I saw some guy cross country skiing along the field when I got down there and we waved to each other lol I walked through the trees some more and actually stood on the river but my camera's batteries wore out..perfect timing. I think I should go out again and take more. It'll be so pretty in the spring, I can't wait.
I wish the batteries hadn't died though..there was this little ice fishing hut on the river that would have made a really cool picture. oh well....
I love my camera :) lol

(kill me now)

can't sleep.... [17 Feb 2005|01:33am]
UGH! I'm so awake!

(6 deaths | kill me now)

METALLICA [05 Aug 2004|06:18pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Who's going to see METALLICA??

Nothing can keep me from that concert! This is the best news I've heard all..well I heard yesterday so ALL YESTERDAY!

muahahahahahha!!
and to sweeten the deal, Godsmack is opening for them!

oh yes
life is good.

(kill me now)

sleep now.. [23 Jul 2004|09:06pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | s.t.p - creep ]

So the week is finally over.
Work was tiring..I take back the times when I've said that before because I now know what truly being tired feels like.
taking in to account, of course, the cold I've had all week and two busses to get to work everyday(which means waking up extra early) these have been my shifts:
monday 11 - 7
tuesday 11 - 7
wednesday 11 - 7
thursday 11 - 7
friday 11 - 7

yep..
well I'm definately going to enjoy my weekend. I have monday off (yay) so I get an extra sleep in day but then its night shifts tuesday to friday.
I just have to keep reminding myself that in only 2 weeks tomorrow I will be on my way to Maine..where I'll be lying on the beach basking in the sun (probably burning knowing me) and sleeping in little cabins on the beach. :) I can't wait.

so other than work, my week has been okay, well okay thats a lie..there was one MAJOR shock/dissapointment that resulted in anger and the loss of a friendship but I don't want to go in to detail on that one. let's just say I had better not come across her any time soon or angry words will fly....I really wish sometimes that people can just grow up and face their issues instead of ignoring them..and hurting other people in the process..part of me wants her to have a lj so she will read this and think "oh, im such a horrible person" but 1) she doesnt have a lj and 2) nobody ever reads things and really understands the writers meaning behind it, so it would probably just result in a petty name-calling comment fest lol..it's just funny how people shock you.

so come to think of it, my week has been pretty crappy, long boring hours, crappy friend drama, and no quality time spent with real friends. man, I need this weekend.
I think I'll go take a bath, read my book, then get a decent nights sleep...and go get drunk and part tomorrow night heh

(kill me now)

bored now.... [14 Jun 2004|07:43pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

If I were a month I would be: October, it's just a fun month
If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday
If I were a time of day I would be: 11 p.m. (no reason, really)
If I were a planet I would be: pluto! its the blueist
If I were a direction I would be: east
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a daybed (first thing to come to mind)
If I were a liquid I would be: water
If I were a tree, I would be: a poplar
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: a daisy
If I were a kind of temperature, I would be: celcius
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: a faerie of course
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: Piano
If I were an emotion, I would be: complacent
If I were a vegetable, I would be: a green pepper
If I were a sound, I would be: a wave
If I were a car, I would be: uhh..im no good with cars..a nice one?
If I were a song, I would be: oh god, lets not go there
If I were a book, I would be written by: as much as some people may hit me for this, margaret atwood
If I were a food, I would be: ceaser salad
If I were a place, I would be: stonehenge
If I were a material, I would be: good old cotton..cant beat it
If I were a taste, I would be: sweet..with a tangy side
If I were a scent, I would be: vanilla
If I were a body part I would be: an all seeing eye
If I were a subject in school I would be: duh, english
If I were a cartoon (anime) character I would be: sailor jupiter lol or jessica rabbit (i wish)
If I were a shape I would be: hourglass
If I were a number I would be: 11

(kill me now)

[05 Jun 2004|05:33pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

mmmmm hot laaaaazy day :)

I walked home from the mall, then tanned in the pool on one of those chair thingys that holds your drink (mmm) for about an hour.
and I'm STILL so pale Im almost blue! heh I know it cant happen in one afternoon but its annoying. I want to be a bronzed goddess lol well no, maybe just a slightly less paler goddess.

My hair is all chloriney
time to showah

(2 deaths | kill me now)

noooo [05 Jun 2004|05:29pm]
preciousthingz's LJ stalker is alx_lmx!
alx_lmx is stalking you because they saw your picture and fell in love.. They are also leaving anonymous abuse on your journal!


LiveJournal Username:


LJ Stalker Finder
From Go-Quiz.com

heh heh

(2 deaths | kill me now)

[14 Jan 2004|09:04pm]
So I go in to my psych class and I swear I just stepped right in to a horror movie.
Im sitting in this HUGE class, lecture hall type thing, and the prof starts speaking...Everyone is huddled over taking notes while I just sit there, my eyes getting wider and wider by the second..I had no fucking clue what the guy was saying! And you know when you don't understand something but you can still grasp the concept of what someone is saying? NOPE! not even that. I was lost, completely. So naturally everyone in the class is participating and could very well be talking german for all I know..
Turns out Im sitting in a 5th year statistical analysis psych course...

So in short, I dropped that and picked up a nice little philosophy 101 course!

(3 deaths | kill me now)

Friend's Only [24 Aug 2003|05:49pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | A Perfect Circle - judith ]

Toripiano

I changed all public entries to friends only now, but if anyone new wants to add me, feel free I'll add you back. :)

(2 deaths | kill me now)

do the bearcat..wooooooooOOO [27 Mar 2002|10:24pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | witchy woman..see how high she fliiiiiiiies hah! ]

Im talking to ashley ling on msn i havnt seen or talked to her in forever, its nice to catch up. well have to hang out some day next week seems how were pretty busy this weekend, meh good times !

don't hate me cause i'm beautiful!!!!!!!!!! says:
you have got to come to my pad some time for a sleepover it is ;long overdue!!!!!!!!i bring the cheese cake you bring the cukes for the masks!!!'
don't hate me cause i'm beautiful!!!!!!!!!! says:
how's life what's new?????
wearin' my naughties like a jewel says:
oh my god i have to soon i havnt seen you in ages
wearin' my naughties like a jewel says:
life is better, school is great
wearin' my naughties like a jewel says:
u?
don't hate me cause i'm beautiful!!!!!!!!!! says:
any plans this weekend or next???????? i told jenn she has to come over too!!!!!!!
wearin' my naughties like a jewel says:
well this weekend is a long one so how about sunday we have a sleepover the three of us
don't hate me cause i'm beautiful!!!!!!!!!! says:
it's easter..............
wearin' my naughties like a jewel says:
....is it?
wearin' my naughties like a jewel says:
oh...
wearin' my naughties like a jewel says:
lol
wearin' my naughties like a jewel says:
well how about next weekend....???
don't hate me cause i'm beautiful!!!!!!!!!! says:
forsure i'll call ya and arrange things wit jenn too!!!!!

LOL we are such little giggly school girls..waitaminit..we ARE giggly little school girls...THEN ITS OK!! *giggle teehee skips away into the sunset*
Well anyways ugh i had a P'zone thingy from pizza hut blargh im stuffed i need someone to roll me into bed lol..they are big!
OH we had a lockdown two days ago in school it was pretty expected and some kids got sniffed out but one kid in particular got suspended without even a trace of weed on him..that shouldnt have happend, for all the cops know he could have been standing beside some smoking person or maybe he did smoke but there was no evidence he did it on school grounds ugh ignorance, poor kid will have that on his record now.
thats it g'bye ;)
BY THE WAY *throws a bucket of happiness on "J"* ;):O :| :S :( :D

(2 deaths | kill me now)

Silence swimmming in a pool of dreams [14 Mar 2002|05:13pm]
hey you.
I am writing a story, well, a book. I have no idea what it will be called yet and i am not even sure i have the plot figured out yet but it IS a story! i have the prologue and part of the first chapter already finished. i have yet to edit and make touch ups so the grammar may not be as good as it could be but it is okay for the time being. Like i said the title is still a mystery so far. Any suggestions? here it is :Prologue
The moon was low in the starless black sky, and it loomed in the air looking as if it were drawing nearer every minute. If it had not been for that luminous perfect circle hanging over head the world would have been pitch black for Faye Dunning. But the moon provided a light that spread itself over the land just enough so that she could just make out the existence of the world around her. There was enough light also so that she could make out the small man made path through the grassy field in which she now stood. A slight cool breeze traced itself upon the exposed flesh of her face and arms, a chilling wind but not unbearable. The breeze pushed itself through her long black hair, hair that had been lively and clean not long ago now hung limp and knotted in bunches around her shoulders. Her T-shirt and jeans were caked with mud, which had eventually dried leaving flaky gray patches of dirt all over. She was a mess, and she was well aware. Without having to touch her face or look at it she was aware of the tiny cuts and growing bruises she wore. The blood had long ago dried, sticking to her skin and she could feel the swollen tightness around her right cheekbone that forced her eye above it into a tiny slit she could barely see out of. Her hands were lacerated and tired dangling loosely at her sides, her knuckles raw and cut and her elbows sore and dry. Faye was lost and very confused, but she knew she couldn?t stop now, not after coming this far. She stood perfectly still, her eyes shifting down to the ground in front of her feet. She noticed the path on which she had been travelling, had ended a few feet back, only to turn itself around and continue back where it came from. Faye no longer had a direction of any kind to guide her through the night. It seemed hopeless to her now to continue walking in any direction and she wanted only to lay down on the grass and close her dry hurting eyes. But she knew that anything she did now would prove to be of no help except to get her more lost and a little more confused. On all sides of her were grass as far as she could see, with the odd exception of a tall tree or bunch of shrubs.
In the distance, Faye could make out the tiny silhouette of a large shape unlike any of the trees and not far from where she had been headed. The shape she saw was barely recognizable to her as anything but another black mass but there appeared to be a very faint light coming from its left side and casting out dimly but not bright enough for her to make it out. Faye was overwhelmed with a sense of safety that came upon her the instant she had seen the light protruding from the house?s window.
She started in the direction of the house, not knowing whom it belonged to or what she would find when she arrived, only with the knowledge in mind that she was finally safe. Whoever lived there would see her and take her in so she could warm herself and rest not having slept now for too many hours to count. She quickened her pace, not paying attention to the pain in her feet or the chill of the air but having only a thought of pure joy in her mind. She forced her legs to move faster, she wanted to get to her destination as fast as she possibly could. By the time she arrived at the doorstep she suddenly stopped. Looking at the house she debated going in. She had been so sure she was home free a few minutes ago but now an intense worrying fear draped her. What would these people think? I don?t know them and they don?t know what I have been through, will they even believe me? Or trust me? Can I even trust them? All of these questions and more flooded her mind as she stared at the small house. It was more of a tiny log cabin than a house, it seemed to have appeared bigger when she was far back in the field and had first noticed it. Now she wondered how she had even seen this tiny thing at all from where she came. Faye decided to knock, she had come this far and needed any help she could find, still she hesitated. If she stood on her toes she could just see in the lit window. Maybe it would be better to see whom she would be interrupting first. But she didn?t spy, if these people could help her she didn?t want to waste any more time out in the cool night. She shook that idea out of her head and looked now at the thick wooden door in front of her.

(9 deaths | kill me now)

[14 Mar 2002|10:52am]
[ mood | refreshed ]
[ music | tori amos- hey jupiter ]

So, i made a new livejournal for myself. At this moment i am not quite sure as to why i wanted it but ill find out. maybe ill keep this one private or give out my name to a couple people i trust the most but it will most likely take over my old one. thats ok i dont mind.I have changed a lot since i had my old livejournal (i had it for a year) and grew quite a bit so i decided to get a new one. Maybe to start at a new level of my life and go on from there.
I love you sweetie with all my heart <3 theres soemthing that won't ever change.

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